Finally,i can breath...

Salam.. Rsa lme sgt x post pape.. Ye ke??.. Ntah la.Well, sgt bz kblkangan ni, n hari ni,saat ni bru la rsa cm ley bnafas.. n rilex jap.. Tp,ni pn.. Pas ni nk strugle g mandi.. coz kwn nk gna printer..N nk kna bsuh bju... sidai bju.. Kmas bilik... N pk??... Nk ltak kt ne la printer ak yg sdang mula bjinak2 nk berbkti! hehe... So,overall.. mmg letih...

well,klu dipk kn blk.. Ak ptut bsyukur.. Yela,klu nk cmpare life kt UIA ngn mtriks.. Rsaye mtriks lg smput ak dibuatye..Hehe.. dhla,ak ni kuat tdo.. Ble xdpt tdo yg ckup shari,mle la risau2.. Haha... Walhal,Amir,, cyg ak sorg ni mmg dh sgt krg tdo sbab strugle stdy... pape pn,ak harap ak ngn dia.. BERJAYA xkre kt mana ktorg brada.. Bkn dia je,, tp,kwn2 ak.. n org yg ak syg... (huaah... xley nk mention.byk sgt.hehe)

Hm,back to topic.. Minggu ni sgt penat.. Mayb sbab ak gi kem BTN (yg aktiviti 5h4m di compactkn ke 3h2m).... Followed by hari isnin yg tbe2 jd full.. n hari selasa yg MENGERUnkn dlm mgu bljr ak di CFS.hehe.... (sbab kelas pg smpai ptg,full n ad psar mlm!! ska sgt aiskim RASPBERI goreng! hehe... ).. Bkn tu je.. tp,jd pnat gk sbab wktu mlm ad AGM la.. pe la...

So,skang ni cm dh stabil... tp bkn stabil cmpletely coz sabtu pg ni ad kuiz math,n sumpah! tutorial ak mmg uat bdget2 uat je.. hehe... So,skang.. nk g mandi.. mkn... n study! Yeahh.. hehe


p/s : its ok.. just be strong.strong zati! u cn do it....... Uwarggghhh... im survivor.hehe.

Eh,qiamullail.... Alah......

Salam.. Hm,smgt ni.. Pg2 dh online.. hehe. Akceli,memendam prasaan yg amat pg ni.xpe zati.. Sabar... Sabar.... Yela,sikit puye smgt,tgok2....... ABC... (Allah Bagi Cuti).. xpe.Alhamdulillah.. syukur... at least,proven.. ak normal.Haha....

Mlm td, g ceramah Us Emran kt AMF (Al-Malik Faisal Hall) brkisarkan Qiamullail.. Alhamdulillah,dpt hidayah nk g.. Pegi bdua ngn nisa.. N then,ble dh tiba kt situ, tsedia la slide.. n ak pn mle la nk gngu ktenangan Husna ngn syaza kt blik.haha... ajak diorg dtg@pksa@bg tazkirah ringks sikit.. hehe.... N,alhamdulillah km ber-4 , satu bilik sume g ke mjlis ilmu....

Sblum ni dh pnah dgr dh ceramah Us Emran.. Minggu lpas.. tajuk 'syaitan is our enemy'.. Minggu ni Qiamullail.. Rsa syukur coz mmg sjak kblakangn ni terpk nk uat qiamullail.. it just dont find any strength enough to coax my eyes to open.haha.. N cramah mlm td, btul2 bg smgt.. Gle smgt r ak! N Pg td dh bgn kul 5.. (dgn blas ihsan husna kejut.hehe)... Mkn sahur jap... N time nk amik wuduk.. alahai..... ************

Tp,xpela.. Tiap kjdian ad hkmah... Yg pasti,pasni ak nk uat gk qiamullail... Nk share la nape ak nk sgt uat... =)

• Coz it gives us d real strength..... Kekuatan yg kte dpt ble uat qiamullail xkn sme dgn kekuatan ble kte mkn mknan yg bkhasiat n cukup.. Xkn pnah sme... N ak rsa malu sgt dgn Rasulullah s.a.w. sebabye baginda yg maksum pn xpnah lupa utk bgun mlm uat qiamullail smpai bngkak2 lutut.. Ak??.... Huish.. Malu3... =(
• Qiamullail ni, bley dijdikan sbgai cara utk kte mlahirkan ksyukuran kepada Allah.Sesghya,Allah tu Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani.Wpn ak ni slalu la mrungut la,pe la.. Tp.syukur.. Masih mampu utk melihat.. makan dgn knyang... bljr dgn aman.. n bkwn dgn gmbira.. jd,pe la slhye uat qiamullail.. =)
• solat bgun mlm ni pn ialah solat yg paling afdhal selepas solat fardhu.. Bygkn btapa tinggi pnghormatan trhdp solat ni??.......
• Ha,yg plg ak suka smlm time dgr cramah.. Ust kta, mlalui qiamullail.. hati kte akn jd TAJAM.. SENSITIF.. ha,ni bkn tajam yg bkn2.. or snsitif acik nk marah org ke pe.. Sbaliknya mgnai 'Kepekaan hati' kte... peka... Yela, brape snsitif hti kte ni??.... Pe yg kte rsa ble mlihat saudara2 sesma Islam kte di Palestin.. Gaza..???... pe yg kte rsa ble lihat bngsa Melayu kte byk brada di pusat serenti manakala kaum lain cm Cina especiali bertakhta di universiti??... Pe yg kte rasa ble saudara sesma Islam kta kcundang dlm exam.. Kte uat pe?/... ha,sjauh mana respon kte..??? Sume ni ad kaitan dgn kepekaan hti kta... =D
• Lgpn,hati yg snsitif ni.. mdh utk menerima hdayah allah...
  Ya Allah, berilah hidayah-Mu kpd ku.. Jgnla Kau putuskan rhmat dan nkmat pn driku.. Amin......
  

Hm,, byk lg tau klbhn uat qiamullail ni.. Insya-allah.... dlm msa trdekat ni, nk sgt uat.. =) Smoga sntiasa mndpt bntuan drpd-Nya..


p/s : Ska sgt kt perumpamaan ni.. "Ilmu tu cahaya.Maksiat pula kegelapan.. Cahaya xkn ley bsama dgn kegelapan.. " Jd,fikir2 dan renung2kn la.. Sbab ust kta,stiap pe yg kte uat ad kaitan.. Cth; nape la xfhm lgsung pe yg ak bljr ni..walhal org len fhm je.Msti ad la tu kte ter'slect' kt ne2.. ak tkut la plak tbe2... Allah akn uji kte dgn ilmu dan kte2 yg kte lontrkan.. Since ak dh citer psl ni.. ak saspen la... Haha.. ak pnn bknye smprna mana.. Byk mlakukan dosa dan mksiat.. Tp,xpe la... Cuba utk mnjadi lbey baik..Amin..

im starting to like=ing her..

Salam.. Hm, sy btul2 dh mula sukakn dia.hehe.. cewah.. ayat cm bdget lesbian.. Akceli,nk citer psl lecturer kimia ak.. Ak dh mkin stable n seriusli.. Its always true dat "Everythng happens for a reason".....

lecturer kimia ak nme Mdm susilawati.. (oops.sori mdm.. I hope u dont mind.hehe).. Dia deputy head of dept chems kt CFS IIUM ni... Ktorg pggil dia Mdm je... time 1st week dlu, xjmpa dia pn.. Ad hal,,, slh klas la... ( well,dis used to occur kot kt uia time mle2.. xbrapa nk organised.huhu).. Tp,so far so good... Mle2 dia ajr,tkejut coz mcm xajar.. haha... tp,get sense la.sebab awl2 lg,time 1st class, mdm dh gtau,dat she'l not giv any notes n it is on us.Kte yg kna effort lbey... yela.. konon2 ye U la kn... haha.... second class,lab... intro je.. Third class cancel... msuk 4th class.. Wargghhh!!!! tensen.. laju btul.. Tp,syukur dpt catch up... (sbabye mlm tu dh study dlu.. n sgt strugle kot stdy.. bgus2 ad hkmah).. N mkin lme,mkin cm laju... Tp,ok la..

Hm.. serius.Ok la.. btul kn,kte dh matang.so,kna la lbey btggjwb thdp diri sndiri.. n wpn Mdm krg bg xplanation but once dia bg, trasa cm... Whooaa.. she cmpletes it!hehe.... N, serius... i love chemistry,, i love my Mdm.. =)

Kt sini, sme gk la cm sistem mrsm dlu.. carry marks tu pnting.. xley nk score time final je.. quiz,tutorials,mid sem.. sume tu contribute actual marks nnti.. Mle2 mdm kta kuiz isnin dpn.. sume h lega.. Tp,smlm.. tbe2 je kta nk uat khamis ni=esok..!!? Saspen2..... Tp, xpe. I just so in love... =)


p/s : teringat 1 note di mana, we need to love what we learn to score it.. Not just d sbject itself but d tce also.. Thnks Allah.. U give me such a great lcturer =)
Alhamdulillah.