AISKRIM CAIR

Bismillah.

Tergerak nak luah. yela. dh berderet pasal novel kan. hee. so maybe now is the time for me. about me. yeahh.

Today 30 January. officially ended the relationship.

after berapa lama ntah? kira la. dri November 2008. skang Januari 2013.

naseb baek xsempat buat anak. klu tak, takpasal pulak ak nak jaga lepas cerai berai ni.

*Haha. ini lawak kasar

Insya-Allah kali ni serius. 

ye mmg senang nk delete texts, delete gambar. and even senang je nk delete entry kt blog ni psl ktorg. senang gila. tp xsemudah tu kn nk delete semua memori kita. susah senang. 4thun lebih. bukan sekejap. tapi aku tau aku boleh.

IVE DONE IT BEFORE AND I KNOW I CAN DO THIS AGAIN.

overall.mmg aku rasa aku nak anti org duk rembia la. seriuss. hehe.

For one who reading this, 

Pray for my well-being. Moganya dpt suami ustaz2.ley bimbing ak yg rock2 ni jd lebih baik ke.. takpun. dgn sesama dentist je la. senang nk buka klinik sndiri nnti.. turun temurun kt anak cucu plak. hehe.

ya. aku boleh move on. hidup sendiri. pergi matila konon BERDUA LEBIH BAIK. 

dulu ak takut kalau putus, ak hilang arah. malu ngn kwn2. cinta cm nk rak. tp last2 putus.

tp. persetankan semua tu. mulut org.mana boleh nk tutup.

aku cuma harapkan yg kawan2 baik aku akan selalu sokong aku.

Qila.. dira.. chip.. fana.. sara.. dan yg lain2.

Tamat kisah ktorg.

SEKIAN.

everythng seems to fit perfectly :')

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum :)

AMARAN: enrty ni mcm pnjg gle kot? haha

First and foremost, thank u Allah. for evrything..

Dh terlambat sikit la kot kalau nk post. tp, xpe. sgt suka dgn ap yg berlaku. sgt bersyukur (lebih tepat la.. ) dgn ap yg berlaku. ble igt blek, senang hati rasa ye. dan nk perasaan tu kekal kt cni..

Okay? start dgn haircut. xnk sbnrye, tp atas faktor2 trtntu. terpaksa. haha. n after done with my haircut, blek n nanges. haha. dri dulu smpai skang. ok, skang xla.. kot. cm tachingg sgt ble rmbut tu kt lantai.hehe. kn nk gunting tu kna buka crmin mata. Ya Allah, tembam gle pipi ak? marah n geram ni. tp nmpk hdung mancung. uu.. suka ye. haha. dhla. cukup2 merapu. last2. dh sudaa. nmpk buruk. bebel2 dlm kete. tp, sabar je la. blek umh, ey. okay rupaye. siap di-jeles oleh org lain. haha.  suka! 9/ 10 :)   err. korg fhm ke kt part mana yg fit perfectly ye? xfaham, nsebb la.. hoho.

Secondly. nk cri sndle. tp lupa plak ksut ke kelas, ROSAk. Bata xkesah. tp Larrie yg sgt cumel itu :'(  xpela. so, searching kt almost sume rak di JJ Aeon yg bru tu. Mle2 suka, but then penat. xde yg cm btul2 sesuai. suka, tp kaki sakit plak. size xde la. last2 my first choice, Primavera tu juga yg di pilih. ehem2. mle2 tu xjd la nk amik. tp, eh? ad diskaun rupa ye. n, size aku ad satu je. syukur gle..! itu yg ak nak, n itu je yg ada. Allah mmg Maha Mengetahui :')  p/s: ala. korg msti cm2 kn? bonia la. CR la. HP la. tp ak personally sgt suka Larrie, Primavera, Sembonia ngn Camel. so, sgt excited :)

Then. contact lens. okay. dh bdget hndred. tgok2 dia kte. power mata ak 325-300. so ley pakai 300 je. tp ad satu colour je. n yes! mmg colour tu yg ak nak. haha. alhamdulillah.. hepi sgt.. dhla jimat rm50. :')

tukar fon. saddest thing is, ayah TERdelete SEMUA sms. sume okay? xde tggal satu pun. aduuii. ak simpan dri 2008 kot. 2009.. i admit. msg amir la kn.. tp ad jgak msg2 motivasi dri kwn2.. tazkirah sume.. tazkirah fevret okay! n dh xde sume tu.. :(  n ak plak TERdelete contact no. walaweyy. terbaekk la. tp, xpela. Tu yg terbaik. Perfect sgt la tuu. haha.

okay. bkn ak dgn amir gaduh. ak mmg xsmpai hati nk delete SEMUA. thnks to ayh, tlg delete kn. haha. em, cuma ye. ktorg dua nk go on. study. dia pun dh delete fb. so, contact guna fon je la. n contact pun. yg affordable. ak sms, tp dia kol. byk factor. xyah cter la. cme, ak okay. dia okay. ak cuma nk jd lebih tabah. klu x, acik nk bergntung kt dia. ye ek? ntahla. hahaha.. dhla bab ni.

okay. then. syukur. everythng seems to fit perfectly. kan? kan? 

even klu bnda tu kte rsa spoil la ap la.. sbnrye, pasti ad hkmah di sbalikye.

cuma manusia tamak. dia nk tau ap hikmah yg diberi oleh Sang Pencipta.. bru la dia berlapang dada. kdg2 ak terlupa kbnrn ni. jd ak pun jd la bingai. haha.

p/s : Alangkah indahye dunia kalau kte sume mmpu brsgka baik. Ak nk jd cmtu ! Ak tau, ak lemah. byk kekrgn. tp bukankh itu sifat manusia? Allah, jadikan ak hmbaMu yg taat dan berilah ak kesabaran yg tiada batasye. Amin.

kisah Hari Ini.

Assalamualaikum. Okeh. Ak GILA. sbb dh lbey 6jam dpn laptop. Haishh....

Mcm2 la uat.. sakan noh ko zati. LUPA BETUL TGGJAWAB ANDA SBGAI STDENT.

Astaghfirullah..

Ok. Papepn, hari ni. Ak berjaya..

1. Mengupdate blog, oh yea!! Suka2. Love2.. Red.. Blue jgak..

dan yg pling pnting, playlist bru okeh..

Bknye bmkna ak dh xsuka.cme nk la fresh air plak...

Lagu pilihan : G.na- I'll Back off so you can live better

Bruno mars- Talking to the Moon

U-Kiss- 0330

Terbaik weyhhhh!!!!!

2. Singing. Haha. mnjenguk avenged Sevenfold, Secondhand serenade dan bbrapa artis len... Thnks to YouTube,

dan x lpe. MIXPOD player.. hehe....

3. Mgushaa... lirik2 lagu. Terbaik la.. Bru ad feel uat 'konsert' time study.haha..

Credit to- Nisa. yg slalu sabar. Syaza- yg slalu nk join konsert. Husna- xdpt tido.hehe

4. Sekali Lagi.Movie.Tp bru tgok spruh.. Tau x? Ala.. citer trbaru Shaheizy Sam ngn Lisa Surihani tu. Yg Mia Sarah, si kecil pujaan KORG tu ad jgak...

Aiseyh.. ak nges dowh,. walhal bru sparuh.. (xabes download)

ak mmg xley la,, bab2 psgn muda bcinta dan kna pisah.. Seriusli. sensitiPP

Igt lg, kesah Lagenda Budak Setan. Terbaik!! Ak baca novel tau. ada 5 siri.. So,

korg xpayah bdget bgus la klu bru bca satu buku nk tnjuk lagak.

(eh?ap kaitan.)

5. Ap lg ak uat ni..? Makan. Oh ye... Thnks Nor Adira Bt Rosli. Pekena roti john uat supper mmg sodapp..

Lg2... org tsyg bg.hehe. Thnks tau!!

6. Cukup la.. Ak dh mmg gle okeh?. Btw. Thnks AlexiaAqram. Korg dh bwa satu dimensi bru dlm pmikirn ak..

Malu la plak pasni nk berblog lg.. Tp, apkah daya.. Ini la ak..

So, uat AlexiaAqram.Please. Stick together to the end.hehe

7. Utk my syg ak, Amir Ridwan. Sila la stop mkn berat di tgh mlm. Kte nk work out..?? hehe

n, im waiting for ur 'Super Saver'...

Miss u a lot...... Sori. Slalu susahkn.. But. i love it! , i love u!

8. Sekian.... utk hari ni...

Oh.tidak. bkn stakat itu shja. JOM.

For the rest of this week??..

Rabu - Lab Chem, Tuto Chem, Study Chem chaptr baru= Chem's Day

Khamis - Kelas fizik, chem. Mlm, segera update. hafal surah2 utk exam BTQ

Jumaat - BTQ's day. REVISION hbes2an.

Sabtu - Exam BTQ. Low Yatt... Times Square.. hehe

AHAd - Masjid Jamek, Jln TAR, Sogo,@ Harry Potter Part 2.

xkira. Harry Potter nk tgok kt wayang gk.... hehe.

So, out dlu.

Selamat istirehat.

Selamat bertaubat.

Moga hari esok lbey baik dari hari ni.

Jgn lpe bca matsurat! hehe 

Sekian....

Wasalam...

Today : Perhaps, a day to develop strengths

Assalamualaikum.

Oh, yea.. Blek kelas td, solat n trus buka laptop... Xtau la.. Mcm2 rsa ye nk diluahkn.. X tertahan nk simpan sorg2.. Bkn ye xnk share ngn kwn, or dia.. Cuma rsa ye.. xperlu la kot.

Hari ni. skali lg, sperti biasa. Im repeating my effort to improve myself. Oh yeay.. Truskn usaha.. Jgn berputus asa.. Jd, pg td slepas sahur, ak xtdo.smpai kul 9lbey! Wah. rekod ni kot? Pastu pale ak dh rupa cm org uat head-banging... Penat gle rsa.. Ni sume gara2 lab report la.. xtau, how many hrs hav i spend!! Xska uat lab! xska... Haishh..

Sblm g kelas BTQ, tdo sat. Tp xleh lme la.. kang trlajak.. Kelas BTQ, ok. A  HADITH A DAY, AYAT A DAY. for the first time. Insya-Allah.. Mlm kang ke nk share la sikit.. hehe.. Sbb td ble bca, rsa cm sgt terkesan di hati. Dan rsa.. Indahye Al-QUran. Subhanallah...

Cuma.sperti biasa. Kimia? Berkerut2 la muka nk g kelas. Yes. i hav to admit. Kimia skang ad la satu msalah yg agk besar bg ak. n, i hav to gain as much as possible.. ALL-STRENGTHs dat i hav. Utk membuka, membaca dan mghafal.. Di smping memahami dgn lbey baik.. Btul la kte senio2.. CHEM 2, mmg MENCABAR!!!! tp. itu bkn bmkna ak xley.!! Silap. Silap. Ak nk dpt 4 plat kali ni! Nak. Jd ak kna usaha.. Ya Allah.... BAntu.......

Hm. Tu la sbnrye yg btul2 mrungsingkan beta pd ketika ini. Aicehh.... Selain itu, ad lg satu bnda yg acik uat ak wonder.. Wonder Girl!!!! ( ap ke hal yer..?? Ohh.. lapar2/. Hrap mklum)

Sekian~~~~

Today : Looks like better.(!)

Bismillah.

Baik. Set : 4.19pm. xley lmbat2..

Well, actuali.. Tgh ber'evony'.. Bygkn bgn tdo td.. Trus mghdap evony n then bru gerak ke toilet.. Aku gle EVONY? Rsa ye x. But, since evony ni cm just one click, n u need to wait for more than half an hour(in certain constructions) i cant bear to go to toilet first./ Dats why, jd mcm ni. Gle evony? Nope. But gle selfish. Haha. Thats right!

Ok. sbnrye, i was hoping and pray(of course) to hav more strength today so that this day will become better than yesterday. is it so?

LET's CHECK

1. ystrday, i spend for 4hrs(maybe more) in MidVel. But today.nope. Instead, during morning.I was stdying+ Evony'ing..

2. Today, i bought a more 'economical 'lunch(oh gosh! i cant find the perfect words to dscribe it) then ysterday. of course la kn.. KFC n UKC..? Haha.

3.More.. more..?

4. Ha, i woke up earlier today. Although i got Off Day from Allah,The Lord. (the term used in Holy Quran.Better get used with it ) =)

5. And today. i read more pages of the novels in order to improve, n improve my sucks English. oops!

6. Yet, ... (For tonight: Please zati. stop urself from so eager-ing in the Dream High Korean Drama.haha. its seriously so, so, funny.. Ktorg berempat-satu rumate.Oopps. English.. We r relaxing after hrs stdying.n watched Dream High. but since the drama ended with a very heart-breaking plot. We, again. for another few episodes. Crazy, huh??. =)

Hurm.Thats all i can remember, n today. I think it is quite nonsense to be so- systematic in Evony. I am too focus in that game.haha. The reason why i did so : ONE CLICK, n forget it.but its temporery.need to click it, again n again after few moments. So.this time. I cant. I MUST focus more in studies. Although 3 subjects only. but these sbjects gonna hav percentages that will influence my career-future. Oh Dentistry!.. =)

Azan~  Out. Insya-Allah.want to read Matsurat. n further on with my delayed in Chems..

Love ya.

sy stuju!

well, td mrjinkn diri bc blog Ahmad Sharil.

interesting. n in fact, it become more interesting

as i noticed that he was born on 8 March.

haha,,,, what the heck with his bfdy rite?..

But well, its up to me.

suka hti la. hoho..

Well, di sini.. sy nk copy link blog dia.

di mana sy rsa post ni plg mantap,kejam,n jujur!

bca2..

To: Ahmad Sharil.

Maaf yer, mncuri link kmu.

xpe2.. promote.hehe.

n thnks.. coz dis post simplify all my thoughts!

http://prideonthree.blogspot.com

:: Flabbergasted Burble

we r what we want to be~~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Utk pertama kali rasa nk guna 'label' utk post ni. every1 has their ups n down. N skang ni, mmg tgh trasa down. mayb sbab PMS, mayb sbab stres, or mayb sbab pnat. Ntah la.. Xpe la. walau apa pn, sy bersyukur. Ya Allah, sy bsyukur dgn stiap pmberian-Mu. Jgn la Kau menarik nkmat-Mu itu dri hmba-Mu yg lemah ini. alhamdulillah, pd ketika ini, di dorong perasaan utk meluahkn dlm blog ni.. drpd, xkeruan xtntu hala, tbring dgn resah. Mgkin ini adlh yg terbaik. Meluahkn dan cuba mncari pnyelesaian terbaik..

Jadikan hari ini lbey baik drpd smlm, dan hari esok adlh lbey baik drpd hari ni.

Mcm mana? Sbab tu la kna mrancang. an idiom says, people who failed to plan, plan to failed. So?? I need to admit. mayb sbab tu la i felt dis unease feeling rite now.. Allah, sdey ye rsa..... gelisah la hti ni.... xtenang.... minda celaru... fikiran xfokus.... Apakah ini?.

After iftar, balik bilik, solat isya' dan tarawikh. Then, mle menaip slama hmpir sejam utk snarai nama cmpus Buddies. Dan lg sejam+lbey2 ni,, bcelaru fikiran.. Mula la nk bca blog org.. Time tu, rsa cm best sgt bca... Blog myra.. blog fauzan... Then, rsa jeles... Rsa kagum....

Kagum kt fauzan.. coz he kept saying how much he bcame happier day by dy.. Time tu ak terpk. Im suppose to have those nice feeling too.. I dserved too. n im used to b epi. Tp,skang ni dh jd xepi.. Im wondering why,?. N, now. Hm. tau kot sbab pe.. TERLALU DEMAND+BERKIRA.. Hm.xpe la.nk g toilet.later on, smbung lg..