Nak marah, tp xjd.

Assalamualaikum..

Untuk Amir Ridwan only.

Tau x, atie td cm rsa dh fed up gle. Sgt letih hari ni, n sikap amir uat atie rsa letih.. Lg2 psal EVONY.. xkesah la klu bukan pn. Tp. baca ni.. Mmg dh lme nk luahkn.. Cme skang kn cm atie dh jarang kol.. So, jarang la atie 'bcerita'.

Smlm tdo dlm kul 2. N, kul 8 pg td dh bgun.. Iron2 bju,kmas2 skit.. n STUDY. ye, xbyk sgt pn. tp cuba. nk berubah.. nk jd lebih baik.. xnk myesal2.. n. tu la yg pksa diri utk bgun gk kul 8 wpn kelas kul 11pg. Klu dulu, msti kul 10.15pg bru bgun.. Pastu ad lab chem. Dhla lbcoat hilang.. Kna pnjam org.. Nk g beli, xde plak.. Abeh nk 1 lbey, mkn lg.. kul 2 dh ad fizik. kna dtg awl.. klu x, blakang skali la.. mujur kwn copkn tmpat tau.. Tharu sgt time tu. Blek2.. kul 4lbey, gi cri lab asstnt nk beli lbcoat.. bli brg sikit.. n plgkn labcoat kwn.. Tahan2 mata drpd nk tdo.. tp kul 5 tu trtdo gk.. sgt lena... tjaga kul 6 tp xlarat. kul 6.30 trus g mandi.. n tgok fon.. frust gle dgn amir.. ad 3-4 msg.. sume yer emo2... skali mskol lg... I thought i'll be hepi. but nope. i guess so.. msti ad bnda jd... Its not bcoz u miss me. but the only reason is. u r frustrated with ur city. lost of ur city. to be exact : FOR the sake of a game..?!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heish.................... Geram la mcm ni......

Amir igt, ap.? Lately ni,, mmg slalu gk la amir kol.. amir msg.. Mle2 rsa best. Lme2.. it turns up to uncomfrtble.. yela.. amir.. sbb evony je kn? sbb nk tau pkmbgn evony amir.?

Sori. u expect  a lot from me.. im not dat genius in games although i learn very well n fast from u.

i dislike gamesss.... forever. although i help u with this game.

I hate it when u kol me, just to ask about ur evony... but not me. who am i to u?

Dhla.. mmg dhla.. sbb tu td kol pn, atie cm dh malas nk angkt...

Btul kn.. Td, amir kol. Taye g mana n citer psl LUM yg dh kna attack, n tawan tu..

Bknye nk taye, npe atie hilang.. atie ok ke x..?

N. as i expected. xbaca lg! penat tau.. i spend my time nk cri info2 sume tu.. walhal amir bka je kn komp smlm..?

Amir. Please. hav some guilty in u.

I wont stay by ur side forever if dis continues.

Sincerely.

But then, i read a post in fb..

a story actuali.. n i cried a lot... sume bcmpur baur.. bout me, yg tgh xbrape nk ok.. n amir yg x ok.

http://www.facebook.com/notes/helmi-ali-berkata/cerita-y-di-ambil-dari-blog-rakan-kita-dari-unisza-baca-laa-kalau-rasa-syg-kat-p/168173836575283

dhla UNISZA.. n, seriusli.. sgt sdey.. atie pnah bygkn jd mcm ni.. but im the one with sickness...

Then... xjd nk marah...

K,la. sori sgt2 dear. its my fault too. I know u want to share ur favoured things with me.. u wanna hav a story to-tell to me.. (as i always ask for). Thank u. Sori for my misundrstnding. Sori for my criticism. Sori.
But. read it. n take it as SOMETHING. not NOTHING. bcoz that is " luahan hati " atie. Ok.


Out............  Nk bca matsurat =)