Saturday, July 24, 2010

a prob

Huhu.. akceli, xde mud dh ni.. Rsa nk tdo.. but somehow, ad sum1 mnta tlg..
N i feel like to cry till die! To make it short.

Evryone msti ad crush kn??.. Time kcik2...
N i hav too.
Time lower form..

he's nice.
but d prob, he get vry nice 2 othrs gul too
n i didnt prefer it.

i have bf later on..
n now,he has too.
n his gf is asking bout him.
n told me,im his bsfren.
Tharu..
But not being 4goten..
ALWAYS JEALOUSHHH.....

Ak ni xbsyukur kn?.
Tp, its ok.
Ak sgt bsyukur..
BF ku syg, nme AMIR RIDWAN..
I love him.
n i'll try to b as loyal as i cn..

Tp, hari ni........
Ntahla....................................................
Mental unstable~~
Nsb bek exam dh abis..
n mlm td stdy arab pn tbaring je....
bka laptop jap, n bring blk..

Ni la bhye yer ble
put trust on sum1.
hti, ktnteraman jiwa kacau.
huhu

Sdey...........
Npe kapel len bhgiaa sgt2 ni?/.
Ala.tp ptutye, ak pn bhgia gk.
ak yg cri pasal..
Rsa cm nk FLY gi mlaka je..
huhu


p/s : xpe2, take ur time zati.. remember, evrythng happens for a reason. =)
( Try to smile, but i just can't!)


Why ME?

Im a lone-ranger.....

Salam. At d moment,, tgh lyn lgu Taylor Swift.. You're Not Sorry, Breathe, Change, White Horse.. Not bad.. =)

Hm, akceli lme dh x menaip pape.. bknye xde citer,tp xsmpat.. Hm,im a lone-ranger.. lme gle kot xdgr ayat ni, n somehow trasa gitu.. Gi kelas sorg2,, mkn sorg2 (uat pe nk share.hehe), dgr lgu sorg2, sdey sorg2, cewaah.. xde la.. Ak ok je. jln sorg2 ke kelas,bkn bmksud ak xde kwn.but i prefer dat way.. Klu sume org dlm dunia ni xbpndgn tipikal thadap org yg indpendent, im sure to be one of em! Coz ak mmg rsa ak indie. Even ble blk mlaka pn ak prefer alone....

B4 ni,, ak pnah hilang trust to a FRIEND-relationshp. n bcause of dat, ak mkin or ley kta cmpletely trust-LOVE relationshp.. Amir is my best.. Even, klu skang ni pn ak xpasti.. ak prefer alone.. Tp lg prefer bdua dgn amir.. compare to kwn2 yg ramai.tp habuk xde. I trust in u amir.. My best companion+soulmate.. I miss you at dis moment... And most of my time...

Hm, gtg.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Dh tgok eclipse.. yeahh!!

Assalamualaikum.... cewaah.Smgt ni ble nk citer psl the Twilight Saga... Yeah!! Ak dh BERJAYA tgok ECLIPSE.. Bkn snang tau...

Ak tgok citer ni,Jumaat lpas kul 1.30ptg kt GSC Midvalley.. Well,dh tu tmpat trdekat utk ak.. Sbabye,, nk blk Melaka. Hehe. Gle kn??., Nk blik Melaka, pn sempat lg tgok wyang.. Dhla tgk sorg2.. Well,apa ak kisah! janji ak bhgia.. hehe... Gpn,, akceli Amir xnk tgok citer tu.. so,dia lg prefer ak tgok sorg la kot.. brbnding cm New Moon dlu tu.. Huhu... Sori syg......

Ok2.. Back to topic.. Pg Jumaat,9 July.Ak ad klas bi smpai kul 11.Tp,mdm bg kuar awal.. Then,husna mnta tlg blikan lunch.Ak pn bli skali r.. N ktorg mkn sme2.. Ak smpat bsuh bju skit.. N,ble dh kmas2 blik,, ak pn mle la menapak utk kuar dri UiA ke Melaka (dgn mnyinggah ke Mdvalley.haha).. Dlm kul 12 klu xslap..

Nseb bek xtggu lme.. Ak pe lg.. Pas naik bas trus mnapak ke fevret floor,,hehe.. N trus queue la.. Pe lg.. TP,,Mmg trdesak sgt time tu.. Igtkn nk tgok la citer She's out of my league, Sex & City skali ke.. Marathon.. Tp, mmg sume wktu ptg or lmbt.. Eish.. Klu iktkn hti nk je tgok tp kang susahkn ayh plak, n ak sndiri susah.. Bas ke Mlaka klu sntiasa ad xpe la gk.Huhu.. Kreye,, my best chance time tu. Eclipse kul 1.30ptg.. Pnggung kcik pn kcik la.. Jnji citer tu.NAK TENGOK! NAK ECLIPSE!!! hehe...

Peh... xde spe tau btapa gelabahye ak ble tbe2 jd "Selling Fast"... Smpah stress.... N nseb bek dpt.. alhamdulillah.. Blk Mlaka pn dgn hati yg girang.Hehe... Pasni,nk tgok citer Avatar plak.... t'igt citer Avatar yg tgok wktu new year 2010 dgn Amir.. The best moment tgether =)



p/s : exam is just around d corner.. FOKUS!!! Bru ley tgok wyg lg.. Hehehee..

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Waahhhh..............

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

FSCC Interview..

Salam.. Hm,kali ni nk citer pasal interview FSCC.. yg brlaku smlm, 5 Julai..
FSCC tu stands for Foundation Students Counsil Coordination. Kt UIA, gna FSCC.. Klu cm kt MRSM dlu sme standard la dgn BWP- Badan Wakil Pelajar.. Ak xmnta pn jd yg head2 or mjlis tertnggi.. Ak cme apply nk jd sub-comittee je.. =)
Bknye pe,, dhla bru lg masuk UIA.Study pn lum tntu lg dpt bwa.. Environment management pn xtau.. So,slow2 la... =)

Kali ni,ak berani btul.Ak yg ajak rumate ak,Nisa amik gk.. N ktorg nominate diri sendiri.. Hm,salah ke??.. x kn.. at least,ak brani.haha... Bknye pe,dh msuk kt pre-U , U.. Sume cm xley nk malu2 dh. Klu kte nk, kna GO FOR IT!!.. Lgpn,experience ni pnting.. Merit.. soft skills kna la ad... bru snang di masa hdpn kelak.. Cewaah.... cm wide-vision la plak. Walhal,ak juz minta ikut kta hati.. B4 ni,, cm utk MEDCY's, advnture club,mahallah.. Ak malas pn nk join.. Mmg uat derk je.. Tp,ntah.one dday ni,ak trgerak nk g amik borang.ajak rumate tp nisa je yg cm interested (well,,she was a treasurer b4 in her displinary board).. N,ak mmg serius tbe2 nk g mnta.. n yes,ak minta.. n, Alhamdulillah.. dh interview dh pn.. Tggal tggu result je...

Time interview.. Akceli,msg psl terpilih utk attend interview dpt mlalui msg.Nisa dpt kul 10 lbey.. N ak xdpt lg.. Pd msa yg sma,cm 'down' gk.. Ak xtrpilih ke??.. Tp,xpe la.. steady je.. sume ad hkmah.. N, later. dlm kul 12 bru ak dpt msg.Alhamdulillah.. Tp,prob 1. ak ad kuiz math... Ak cm dh plan,klu kna pilih antra kuiz math dgn intrview,ak akn pilih kuiz math.. Yela.study dlu... klu soft skills,pgkat sume ad.. Tp study stkat besa2 xnk la.... n,pg Isnin tu time kelas,mdm gtau cancel kuiz.. so,mmg Allah dh tnjukkan jln utk g ke intrview tnpa ragu2.. hehe...

Ak g ngn nisa,tggu dlm 40 min, bru la ktorg dpt tau yg sbnarye bilik tmpat mnunggu tu dh ditukar.. So,ikut je la.. n time tu yg handle ktorg ialah Asistant treasurer.. Klu xslap nmeye Amirul faiz.Sbaya ak.. bdk 1st year engineering.hbat gk.Bgus la dpt bknalan ngn org btggungjwb.. Trasa cm kte pn nk jd LEBIH brtggngjwab. Hehe.... Lme gak ak mnunggu smpai turn ak.. bygkan,masa kul 8mlm. N ak kna interviem dlm kul 10.15mlm.Then,blk mahallah ad pjmpaan hisbah plak.... Hmm....

INTERVIEW : E007
DISPLINE AND WELFARE BUREAU


Alhamdulillah,ak dpt di intrview dgn pilihan prtama ak.. Dgr ktaye,rmai sgt yg memohon, so diorg tpksa transfer2 n ad yg x trmasuk dlm list pn.. cth cm si nisa ni ha.. Minta sme ngn ak.Tp,di intrview under Economy and Sponsorship.. hehe.. Tp,xpe la.. Its good for her.. Insya-Allah.. dia dpt puye.. B4 ni kn, dia dh ad byk xperience... Waa... nk duit gk.... Nk pgg duit... hehee..... =)

Ak diintrview oleh 2org bro n sorg sis.. Time dia suh pknalkn diri,,ak dgn bngong ye uat derk.. Juz gtau nme,kos ap,menetap kt ne,n lahir bln bpe.Hehe.. em, malas la ak nk boost dgn jwtn2... experince ke.. Sgt malas... Rsa cm lg suka mnjawab drpd mmberitahu.. Then,ak taye leh x ckp BM,, diorg kta xley.. Tp,then ad sorg bro ni tegur klu susah sgt juz ckp la Bm tu.. (all conversations were in Eng).. Wahh.. berasap tlinga ak dgr.. Apa,igt ak xtau ckp bi ke??!!.. Then dia kta pnah x jd MC??... Ak ckp la pnah... then dia dgn sarcastic yer taye,, MC BM ea??.. n dia mula cm nk mmperkotak-katikkan ak.yela,ti xley nk hndle ceremony pape ke... Huishhh.. Kuang asam gle.. Ak brani kot.. Stakat ckp kt dpn stdent,, event2 ni.. pe la sgt... Then, Alhamdulillah.. ak ley ckp dgn baik.. Kot la.. Hehe...

Overall,,ak xtau la ak dpt ke x.. Yg last skali.. ak cm gelak2 n kta kelakar.. diorg plek la.. Then,ak kte.. "xde la.. Bkn korg yg kelakar tp sy.. Ntah cmne la leh nervous sgt.. maybe sbab nmpk ad nme darul Quran kot.Hehehe..." And stret yg bro tu cm dh segan2.. Tp,serius.. mmg ak sgan la.. yela... org yg mghafal Quran beb.. Ak ni surah as-Sajdah pn xlpas lg nk bca sorg2.. Hm... So,skang ni tgh tgu result.. Klu dpt, Alhamdulillah.. Klu xdpt pn Alhamdulillah.. Yela,ak fhm yg org dperlukan tu sikit je,walhal ramai yg mnta... Lgpn,Allah jdkan sesuatu dgn sebab... so,ak redha je la.. Yg pnting,ak dh jd seorg yg brani dgn MENCUBA...


p/s : lg bek klu kita mencuba dan gagal.. drpd tidak mencuba dan mygka yg kte mampu berjaya.. Eleh.Jgn perasan la beb!! Klu kte bgus,ad org yg lg bgus drpd kte... n klu kte brada kt bwh.. Rilex..Jgn down sgt,sbabye ad lg yg lbey dbwah brbnding kte.. So,in anythng we do.. Just be yourself and do our best!! Moga Allah permudahkan semua urusan kte.. Insya-Allah =)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Unstable~~

Salam. Skang ni sy x stabil. Huooooh.
dan tiba2 sy teringat.. (xnk la gna sy.hehe)
hm...
Ak..
Ak dlu kn time kt Tpg la.. Plg kronik..
Sbabye,ak mmg xska alone..
even sumtimes,ak rsa yg ak lg prefer alone.but.
i just cant b alone!!.... =(
N ble,dpt jd JKK.. im alone.
sgt sdey..
sy acik mnangis..
btemankn dinding batu dan plawood kayu..
sy sdey,,

next,ble sdey..
sy mle xbmaya..
baring.... tidur...
itu la jwpnnye...
N skang ni... tba2 rsa cmtu.. xtau la npe..
Walhal,im suposely being vry hepi for these 2 dys...
Mmg hepi..
but at THIS MOMENT.. rsa x..
xpe la..
nk rehat..
nk rehat..

Mayb i need to sleep for a while.
Then,study2!! kuiz.. nk catch up bnda yg xbljr lg,nk prepare lg.

be strong zati.. be strong!!...


p/s : Hari ni ak hdiahkn 3 org rumate ak BOOKMARK yg each of it has diff quotes.. N sumhow.ad 1 ni yg ak xbli,tp ak agk suka.. Lbey krg cmni la..

THE TOUGH TIMES do no lasts,
but THE TOUGH PERSON always do..

Friday, July 2, 2010

Aqilah Abdul Aziz,, i miss u!!


Salam.. akceli, br je sdah tgok gmbr2 seorg pmpuan ni yg definitely rmai gler frens dia kt fb n sume gmbr dia di komen cute,cntik,etc.. xjeles.. Tp,cm tpk.. dhsyat gle pmpuan ni.. xtrem abis.. xcm org mlayu,Islam dh.. huhu....

Btw,i miss u qila.. =) Qila ni 1 of my besfren.. ktorg mle knal time jd clasmate di MRSM Taiping.. Ntah cmne ley rapat... n 4 sure, i love her! n care for her... Mmg shbat terbaik di dunia dan di akhirat. Insya-Allah.... ni,tbe2 nk citer psl dia coz


Ini la dia,, gmbr sahabat baik sy~~ =))

td dia kol.. wah!! Aqilah Abdul Aziz kol sy!!... terharu gler.. bkn snang dia nk kol.. hehe.. Hm,xde la.. dia bkn kedekut ke pe.. Cme, ye la.. dia kt Kolej MARA Kulim.. Kn bz... pg,ptg ad klas.. tutorial,, kuiz... Ak pn lbey krg cmtu je... So, ktorg msg jarang2 je.. Tp,1 bnda ak ley guarantee.. Ak mmg xkn lupakan dia!!.. =D


Td time dia kol,seriusli excited hbis.hehe.. Truthfully,, ak xjmpa lg soulmate cm dia kt uia ni.. Clasmate ak sume ok.seriusli ok.. diorg mmg sempoi n friendly gle.. kecoh pn pe krgnye.. Mmg kamceng la.haha.. Tp,all i wish is, i want her!! huhu.. sdey,... rndu sgt kt dia.. Klu ley,nk trik dia msuk uia.. It same goes to amir,, nk trik amir msuk uia gk.. Tp,xmmpu.. Huhu.... Xpe la.. ad hkmah....

Hm, life ak kt uia ni xburuk pn.. Im just ok.. Best.. Njoy.. Yela,dh bkan bdk sek.. Tp,im surely be more hepi klu amir n qila ad sme.. Nak... Amir-zati-qilah-xxxx (wahh.. tu nikmat yg bsar ble org yg plg kte syg dkat ngn kte...) xtau la... Kdg2 rsa cm down kt sini.. Nk qila... hehe.. ngada2.. (tp,pk2 blk.segan je.. qila stabil je,,ak je..) Huaaah... What is happening??.... Mata ak berair... Nk ngis ke??... Sdey..... emosi xstabil lg kot.. Prubhn hormon.hoho... Hm......

Ak dh igt blk.. n maybe ley mnambhkn ksedihan ak.. Tp,xpe la.. Org kta,jgn simpan2.. Nnti lg sdey.. Huhu.. Dlu,ak pnah 'gaduh' bsar ngn qila.. Ntah kt mana silapye.. Ktorg separate... sdey sgt time tu... Ley kte tiap mlm acik ngis n mujur Amir slalu tman ak... Ble 'gduh' tu.. Masing2 ikut haluan msing2... xtgur lgsung.. Plek kn??... Org len pn plek cmne ktorg yg sgt rapat ley jd xrapat... Sdey... Bkn skali je 'gduh'.. Pas dh baik,, 'gduh' lg.. n usuali ble dkat nk exam.. Tau x btapa 'skit'ye ak rsa time tu.. Rsa cm separuh jiwa ku pergi.. Hehe.. (trigt lgu Anang).. Tp,serius.. Mmg sgt down.. dhla dulu bilik kt Taiping,ak sorg2.. Bnci!! Bnci jd pljr asrma taiping!! Tp,ak syukur msuk Taiping coz ak dpt knal ngn dia.... Aqilah Abdul Aziz.. Ak syg dia.....

Hm... ad 1 hari tu,ktorg lepak kt bwh pokok bsar tepi blok bru.. B4 tu,ktorg g beli kopok lekor,goreng pisang kt kaki Bukit Larut.... Time tu smbang2.. N rsa rndu sgt.. Yela.. Minggu2 SPM..... dgn 'gduh' lg b4 tu.. huhu.... Ak sdey sgt ble t'igtkn psl bnda tu.. xmo tulis lg la... dhla klas kul 8 sok.. kang kntoi...

p/s : xkre pape jd pn.. Ak tetap syg kt ko tau Qila... Sori klu ak slama ni dh byk susahkn ko... Papepn, ak nk ko tau yg ak hrgai sgt pshbatan kte n ak hrap bkekalan smpai ke akhr hyat... ++ nnti jd pgapit ak tau!! hehe... =))