Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Finally,i can breath...

Salam.. Rsa lme sgt x post pape.. Ye ke??.. Ntah la.Well, sgt bz kblkangan ni, n hari ni,saat ni bru la rsa cm ley bnafas.. n rilex jap.. Tp,ni pn.. Pas ni nk strugle g mandi.. coz kwn nk gna printer..N nk kna bsuh bju... sidai bju.. Kmas bilik... N pk??... Nk ltak kt ne la printer ak yg sdang mula bjinak2 nk berbkti! hehe... So,overall.. mmg letih...

well,klu dipk kn blk.. Ak ptut bsyukur.. Yela,klu nk cmpare life kt UIA ngn mtriks.. Rsaye mtriks lg smput ak dibuatye..Hehe.. dhla,ak ni kuat tdo.. Ble xdpt tdo yg ckup shari,mle la risau2.. Haha... Walhal,Amir,, cyg ak sorg ni mmg dh sgt krg tdo sbab strugle stdy... pape pn,ak harap ak ngn dia.. BERJAYA xkre kt mana ktorg brada.. Bkn dia je,, tp,kwn2 ak.. n org yg ak syg... (huaah... xley nk mention.byk sgt.hehe)

Hm,back to topic.. Minggu ni sgt penat.. Mayb sbab ak gi kem BTN (yg aktiviti 5h4m di compactkn ke 3h2m).... Followed by hari isnin yg tbe2 jd full.. n hari selasa yg MENGERUnkn dlm mgu bljr ak di CFS.hehe.... (sbab kelas pg smpai ptg,full n ad psar mlm!! ska sgt aiskim RASPBERI goreng! hehe... ).. Bkn tu je.. tp,jd pnat gk sbab wktu mlm ad AGM la.. pe la...

So,skang ni cm dh stabil... tp bkn stabil cmpletely coz sabtu pg ni ad kuiz math,n sumpah! tutorial ak mmg uat bdget2 uat je.. hehe... So,skang.. nk g mandi.. mkn... n study! Yeahh.. hehe


p/s : its ok.. just be strong.strong zati! u cn do it....... Uwarggghhh... im survivor.hehe.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Eh,qiamullail.... Alah......

Salam.. Hm,smgt ni.. Pg2 dh online.. hehe. Akceli,memendam prasaan yg amat pg ni.xpe zati.. Sabar... Sabar.... Yela,sikit puye smgt,tgok2....... ABC... (Allah Bagi Cuti).. xpe.Alhamdulillah.. syukur... at least,proven.. ak normal.Haha....

Mlm td, g ceramah Us Emran kt AMF (Al-Malik Faisal Hall) brkisarkan Qiamullail.. Alhamdulillah,dpt hidayah nk g.. Pegi bdua ngn nisa.. N then,ble dh tiba kt situ, tsedia la slide.. n ak pn mle la nk gngu ktenangan Husna ngn syaza kt blik.haha... ajak diorg dtg@pksa@bg tazkirah ringks sikit.. hehe.... N,alhamdulillah km ber-4 , satu bilik sume g ke mjlis ilmu....

Sblum ni dh pnah dgr dh ceramah Us Emran.. Minggu lpas.. tajuk 'syaitan is our enemy'.. Minggu ni Qiamullail.. Rsa syukur coz mmg sjak kblakangn ni terpk nk uat qiamullail.. it just dont find any strength enough to coax my eyes to open.haha.. N cramah mlm td, btul2 bg smgt.. Gle smgt r ak! N Pg td dh bgn kul 5.. (dgn blas ihsan husna kejut.hehe)... Mkn sahur jap... N time nk amik wuduk.. alahai..... ************

Tp,xpela.. Tiap kjdian ad hkmah... Yg pasti,pasni ak nk uat gk qiamullail... Nk share la nape ak nk sgt uat... =)
  • Coz it gives us d real strength..... Kekuatan yg kte dpt ble uat qiamullail xkn sme dgn kekuatan ble kte mkn mknan yg bkhasiat n cukup.. Xkn pnah sme... N ak rsa malu sgt dgn Rasulullah s.a.w. sebabye baginda yg maksum pn xpnah lupa utk bgun mlm uat qiamullail smpai bngkak2 lutut.. Ak??.... Huish.. Malu3... =(
  • Qiamullail ni, bley dijdikan sbgai cara utk kte mlahirkan ksyukuran kepada Allah.Sesghya,Allah tu Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani.Wpn ak ni slalu la mrungut la,pe la.. Tp.syukur.. Masih mampu utk melihat.. makan dgn knyang... bljr dgn aman.. n bkwn dgn gmbira.. jd,pe la slhye uat qiamullail.. =)
  • solat bgun mlm ni pn ialah solat yg paling afdhal selepas solat fardhu.. Bygkn btapa tinggi pnghormatan trhdp solat ni??.......
  • Ha,yg plg ak suka smlm time dgr cramah.. Ust kta, mlalui qiamullail.. hati kte akn jd TAJAM.. SENSITIF.. ha,ni bkn tajam yg bkn2.. or snsitif acik nk marah org ke pe.. Sbaliknya mgnai 'Kepekaan hati' kte... peka... Yela, brape snsitif hti kte ni??.... Pe yg kte rsa ble mlihat saudara2 sesma Islam kte di Palestin.. Gaza..???... pe yg kte rsa ble lihat bngsa Melayu kte byk brada di pusat serenti manakala kaum lain cm Cina especiali bertakhta di universiti??... Pe yg kte rasa ble saudara sesma Islam kta kcundang dlm exam.. Kte uat pe?/... ha,sjauh mana respon kte..??? Sume ni ad kaitan dgn kepekaan hti kta... =D
  • Lgpn,hati yg snsitif ni.. mdh utk menerima hdayah allah...
    Ya Allah, berilah hidayah-Mu kpd ku.. Jgnla Kau putuskan rhmat dan nkmat pn driku.. Amin......

Hm,, byk lg tau klbhn uat qiamullail ni.. Insya-allah.... dlm msa trdekat ni, nk sgt uat.. =) Smoga sntiasa mndpt bntuan drpd-Nya..


p/s : Ska sgt kt perumpamaan ni.. "Ilmu tu cahaya.Maksiat pula kegelapan.. Cahaya xkn ley bsama dgn kegelapan.. " Jd,fikir2 dan renung2kn la.. Sbab ust kta,stiap pe yg kte uat ad kaitan.. Cth; nape la xfhm lgsung pe yg ak bljr ni..walhal org len fhm je.Msti ad la tu kte ter'slect' kt ne2.. ak tkut la plak tbe2... Allah akn uji kte dgn ilmu dan kte2 yg kte lontrkan.. Since ak dh citer psl ni.. ak saspen la... Haha.. ak pnn bknye smprna mana.. Byk mlakukan dosa dan mksiat.. Tp,xpe la... Cuba utk mnjadi lbey baik..Amin..



Wednesday, June 23, 2010

im starting to like=ing her..

Salam.. Hm, sy btul2 dh mula sukakn dia.hehe.. cewah.. ayat cm bdget lesbian.. Akceli,nk citer psl lecturer kimia ak.. Ak dh mkin stable n seriusli.. Its always true dat "Everythng happens for a reason".....

lecturer kimia ak nme Mdm susilawati.. (oops.sori mdm.. I hope u dont mind.hehe).. Dia deputy head of dept chems kt CFS IIUM ni... Ktorg pggil dia Mdm je... time 1st week dlu, xjmpa dia pn.. Ad hal,,, slh klas la... ( well,dis used to occur kot kt uia time mle2.. xbrapa nk organised.huhu).. Tp,so far so good... Mle2 dia ajr,tkejut coz mcm xajar.. haha... tp,get sense la.sebab awl2 lg,time 1st class, mdm dh gtau,dat she'l not giv any notes n it is on us.Kte yg kna effort lbey... yela.. konon2 ye U la kn... haha.... second class,lab... intro je.. Third class cancel... msuk 4th class.. Wargghhh!!!! tensen.. laju btul.. Tp,syukur dpt catch up... (sbabye mlm tu dh study dlu.. n sgt strugle kot stdy.. bgus2 ad hkmah).. N mkin lme,mkin cm laju... Tp,ok la..

Hm.. serius.Ok la.. btul kn,kte dh matang.so,kna la lbey btggjwb thdp diri sndiri.. n wpn Mdm krg bg xplanation but once dia bg, trasa cm... Whooaa.. she cmpletes it!hehe.... N, serius... i love chemistry,, i love my Mdm.. =)

Kt sini, sme gk la cm sistem mrsm dlu.. carry marks tu pnting.. xley nk score time final je.. quiz,tutorials,mid sem.. sume tu contribute actual marks nnti.. Mle2 mdm kta kuiz isnin dpn.. sume h lega.. Tp,smlm.. tbe2 je kta nk uat khamis ni=esok..!!? Saspen2..... Tp, xpe. I just so in love... =)


p/s : teringat 1 note di mana, we need to love what we learn to score it.. Not just d sbject itself but d tce also.. Thnks Allah.. U give me such a great lcturer =)
Alhamdulillah.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Teksi baik,, teksi jahat?/

salam.. Hm,, bru tiba cfs hari ni.. well, sgt sekejap brada di rumah.. 24 h je kot.. Tbe2 mlka smlm pn kuar jln2 dlu kt jj ngn melaka mall.. Tba umh dh mlm n tgh hari td dh btolak... Teringat smlm.. hari yg sgt mgecewakan dri pg smpai la ke mlm.. Tp, xpe la.. Alhamdulillah.. syukur.. diuji dengan duit bukannya keselamatan.. "diragut secara tak langsung" lebih baik kot brbnding "ragut"..

Smlm, xramai yg blk.. yela, mstila sume nk blk hari jumaat.Tp,dh kelas abis kul 6ptg.malas nk struggle sgt..dhla pudu xsiap2 agi..jd,tggu sabtu la bru blk umh.. Lgpn,melaka jer.. xjauh ne pn.. N ad lg sorg bdak ngin.. Ktaye bdk ampang..

Ak naik la bas metrobus.. no. 12. cm besa la ke midvel.. Tba2 xlalu ke sana??.!! Aduhai.ak dh saspen.. n malas sbnrye.so,g kl sentral.. Si syafiq ngok ngek ni g tkutkan ak.n seriousli,ak mmg blur kt situ.. Mmg ak pnah kta ak survivor.. Tp, beg troli ak yg besar tu uat ak jd malas nk gerak.. Sgt2 mlas.. N byk2 teksi tepi jln tu, ak naik je la...

Teksi. huh bangsat puye pmandu!! Ak dh taye awl2 dh usuali hrga ye bpe.. eish.tetba jd cm malas plak nk citer sebab sakit hti!.. Tp,xpe la.. ko igt ko leh selamat ke ha keling??.. pasni ak cri ko,ak pancitkn tayar ko!! xpn,ak amik no plat ko.. Ak suh pihak bkenaan try naik n tahan ko!1 Bangsat.Kuang ajar!Celaka.. (mmg lpas geram ni!!!) huh...

Tp,xpe la,.. Bnda dh jd.. pngalaman ni mematangkan ak lg sbnrye... Kiraye, pasni.
before naik2 mana teksi.. Cek dlu ada meter ke x?! (sbab time ak naik tu agk rushing n xprasan xde meter.ak pn cm sgt blur.bodoh 1) jgn naik sorg2.. tkut klu teksi tu bwa ke tmpat lain.... Next, pas naik teksi,, ak nk tepon ayah aku! @balai polis.. kte tgh naik teksi.. Biar pemandu tu bwa hti2 skit.. Ha,, ak trlupa sume bnda ni.. gara2 tkejut bas x ke midvel.. Siap la.. Ak dprbodohkan.Ceh!!

Tp, td.. pas tggu bas hmpir 45min,, ak pn naik teksi ramai2.. bpatutan n sesuai.. (bygkn kl sentral ke midvel RM59.60 n midvel ke Uia RM8.. Bloody hell la uncle keling tu!! .Nsb bek ak xbyar sume.. nyesal gk ak hulur 50.klu ak tau.ak hulur 10 je. n uat2 xde duit.siot gle!!! npe la,time tu otak ak x seaktif biasa.. ptutye,ak uat2 nk kol polis ke??.. cis. xpe2... yg rm8 tu naik 4 org byr rm2 je sorg.. sgt terasa kbodohan..


Huuuuhhhhhhhhhhh... (take a deep breath.)
ak redha..


p/s : belajar dri kesilapan.. yg baik dijadikn tauladan,yg buruk dijdikan smpadan. =)

Saturday, June 19, 2010

hey,, NO ENTRY la..

Assalamualaikum.. hm.tgh menunggu,jd xtau nk uat pe.. buku santai yg pinjam dr husna pn dh abis bca, jd teringt la nk berblogging.. Agak lme la xmncurahkan isi hati kt sini.. Tp, sbnarnya.. ada je.. cme xsmpat nk hbiskan citer n gara2 ksuntukan masa, trus je tup post n shut down komp ni..

Akceli, nk citer ni.. sedang tgh duk2 mnunggu smbil mkn aiskim mcD yg sgt sdap =).. Tba2 mataku terpana melihat aksi seorg pmpuan.. (Wah3.. ayat xbley nk blah!) hehe.. Em, im gonna rmember her.. in a completely red dressing.. Tba2 je, jerit " Eh2!! Tunggu ak..." Pastu dia pn lari ke pintu utk pergi ke terminal.. mgkin gara2 sgt nervous n cuak kna tinggal ngn bas,, dia gi lari kt pintu automatik yg tertera ~ NO ENTRY ~.. Dh mmg knpem la xbley buka.. pastu dia trus pksa2 gk pintu tu utk buka.. gi tolak guna tgn la... try mmbuka dgn dua2 tgn la.. hahaha... sgt lawak kot....

Then... ble pkcik kt luar tu pnggil suh g pintu kt lg sblah,, dia pn g la... N sgera kuar blari ke arh bas yg dh kuar dri parking pn.. ( Akceli,,klu pkcik tu xpggil bas... mmg bas tu dh blah dh...) Tp,, ble dh g kt bas tu.. dia patah blk.. salah bas agkye... aduhai... kelakar btul.. =))



p/s : pnah mgalami nsib yg sme cme x se tragik td.. hehe

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Assignment bi dh siap!! yea.. =)

Alhamdulillah..Huaah.. lega betul ble dh siap.. skang ni cme tggal nk print je. Lme gk la uat.. well, dis is quit embarassing to share.. Hm, pg td pas subuh ak yg iye2 gtau kt grup members nk gather kul 8.30 pg kt libry.. Tp,tgok2 library tgh uat maintenance,, dhtu ak plak yg terlewat.. haha.. =D
dh2, uat kt discusion room kt hostel.. gmpak gk r.. sbbye bilik ni khas utk bdk AED
(Architcture n Envirnmental design). Hehe =)

Sgt lme uat.. Hm.fhm2 je la.. nk cri fakta.. Kt intrnet ni bukan sume ye leh pkai.. sabor je la.. Tp best. sbab uat ber4.. So,xde la boring sgt.. Buat pn bganti2.. Yea.dat's TEAMWORK! hehe.. Dhtu, pas dh abis uat keje yer.. dok pakat bka YouTube.. Dhsyat gk r.. psl illuminati ngn Freemanson.. Yikess!!

p/s : saya nk berjaya dlm ilmu dunia dan akhirat.. =)
Kalau kte mgejar dunia sgt,, akhirat xsmestinya ikut.. Tp, Insya-allah ble kita mementingkan akhirat dlu, dunia akn turut serta.. sgt kagum kt sesape yg msuk darul Quran. =))

Friday, June 11, 2010

Lega.

Lega bknye sbab pe sgt pn.. Tp, sbab dh update skit2 blog ni.. hehe..

tp huhu.. xreti.. xreti nk uat playlist sndiri.. sape leh tlg ajarkn ni??.. hehe =P

Skang ni tgh tgk citer korea.. N, nk tdo awal...


p/s : im vry njoy to hear straightjacket feeling song.. =D

Eishh.. 2 out of 10??...

Wah.. xpe2.. mntang2 br je uat blog ni,, sepupu tsyg ak tu bg 2 out of 10 je??..
xpe2.. tggu la ak update.. Ha,, nnti jeles la plak.. hehe. =D
Tp, mmg best kot ber'blogging' ni.. lega.. Evrythng being shared.. Well, sharing is caring rite??..

But,now is not d prfect time!! Tensen3.. kelas bi ni... haishh.. dhla 9hours,contact hours.. Huish,, mkin byk plak assignment den dpt.. Pengsan... Nmpkye lmbt la nk ke mid tgok karate kid sok.. sbb nk uat grup discussion dlu.. =(

p/s : xpe2. study is priority.. xnk myesal dh..

Nape la msti nk gduh..??///

tensen ye... sgt fed up mlm ni.. dhla, mympah btul.......................
sgt2 xfhm.. patutye dh ok b4 ni.. hdup mcm besa.. xmsg slalu bkn bmksud xigt.. tp kt mtrx,, kta bz.. owg xnk la kacau.. then,ble dpt tau owg msg ngn org len.. bru la sibuk2 nk msg gk. Blah la!!.. Tamak sgt npe...??... Tgok.ble dh msg.. gduh...... Aduy.. Tlg la... fed up gle mlm ni.. Sgt2 fed up. I hate u!!!!!

Howevr,im not sure whether dis is d exact feeling.. pas dh mrah2 ni.. Mle la rsa bsalah.. kang ngis??.. xnk la.huhu.. bengong tul la... emosi sgt stabil dlm 2 minggu ni.. npe nk interrupt.. npe?/... dhla ak ni xley klu org sntuh2 bab2 prasaan.. n now, bf sndiri uat mslh.. tlg la.. Fed up.. huhu ='((

Sdey yer... dia kwn je la.. kwn baik.. not more than dat.. n im vry sure dia pn rasa cmtu.. im not his-type.. n u noe dat im urs.. so,what else??.. npe nk tamak sgt dgn phatian.. n tgok.. dh gduh2.. is it almost to d end?... Noo.. yess.. Ntah la.. malas nk pk.. tp klu diiktkn prasaan tnpa bfikir pnjg nanti myesal.. dear, pliys.. be tolerate.. n mature.. plissshhh..


p/s : ne-yo's song- so sick..

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Sori,,

ntah pe la ad kt hari ni.. sgt sdey.. sgt memenatkn mental dan fizikal..
Rsa ye post hari ni sume tntg sumthng vry ngative.. nk uat cmne..?/...

Tp, skang dh lega.. Lega sebab td pas mgrib,bca Yasin.. tertdo..
Hm,sbnrye bkn nk sgt tdo.. Tp rsa cm xlarat sgt... unease feeling...
rsa cm hati sgt trluka, mata sgt pdey,, mcm2 la.. Jd,choose utk tdo wpn byk lg homwek
mnunggu...

And Alhamdulillah,lega dh skang.. sgt lega.. dh mampu trsenyum n trgelak semula. hehe.. =))

p/s : Tgh tgk sassy girl. sy rsa ad yg xkna ni..!

" When Im With You"- faber drive

tgh dgr lgu ni berulang kali, n xtau title post pe yg sesuai.. So,i just put the title of dis song.. ='(
sbnrye, skang.. sgt sdey ni.. But im trying to be strong.. Jus like an idiom~ keep a stiff upper lip'.. Well,that is what i reali feels right now. hate it!! n agin hate evrything around me.. Evrything bout me??... ntah la.. it started with hypersomniac n now,yg ni plak... aduhai............

Sgt sdey... nk ngis.... nk.. ....... .... ... huhu......

im vry glad,ysterday i created dis blog.. klu x, xtau nk luahkn kt ne.. diary dh full.. xkn nk kt fb plak?... so,biarlah di blog ni... Aku Konpi.. yeah... konpi... ak skang ni tgh knpius dgn prasaan ak sndiri... Npe ha??... Npe... tp it semms dat im not ready to tell evrythng in here.but i need to.. or it will bcoming worse as im not longer eating happily,sleep well n more others...

Hati sy sdang bduka lara.........................................

p/s : smile plish.. huhu

Dedication for a fren.

At dis post,, i would like to share my hilarious moment. being what i am.n njoy what i want..

Thnks to him~Syafiq. 6 June 2010
Im able to fulfil my dream@target to go for the trip..
Taking bus n then LRT to Masjid Jamek was memorable experiences for me..
it continued to Masjid India,Jln TAR n Sogo.. Its vry fun.. N for sure..
I enjoyed myself to d fullest... Although,my leg begged to rest.haha.
THUMB UP to syafiq.. Thnks. =))

p/s : im survivor beb.. =)

hate-to-be hypersomniac!?!.

Hm.. reali hate-to be hypersomniac.. Yes,i admit dat sleep is one of d most satisfaction moment to hav but somehow, NOW.. as im concern for my success.. i get worried.n hate it!!..
Go,go.. be strong.. (im shouting right now) but just few hours b4,, i ignore all d priority stuffs such as washing clothes,doing homeworks n find some researches just to sleep.. n now,, i regretted it so much.. all the works bcome more n more..

Ya allah.. do help me.. give me strength ya Allah.. You are the most merciful and all-knowing... help me ya allah... (vry frustrated.. mode : DOWN... n somehow,, im listening n singing all-american reject's song, straightjacket feeling.....)

another 1 hour left,then the class will begin.. So,i better doing some skim.. preparation.. k..
oops.. 1 more thing.. S.M.I.L.E......

p/s: trying to think as positively as i can.. remember,, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON... =)

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Aku Konpi.

Salam.. Hm.bru je uat blog ni.. akceli,ad sebab uat..
well,, cbe teka.. Npe nme blog ni "Aku konpi"??.....
Hm. =)