Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Maafkan Aku

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..

Saat ak mula menaip, trasa ad titk jernih air yg mgalir di pipi. Huah.bkn nk jiwang ke pe, tp sudenli thosa sntences goes out and actually there are some more. Syukur. Bila pk blk, blog yg xbape dketahui org.. Jd mudah kiranye utk kita meluahkn pe yg dipk n rsa.. 

Maafkan Aku..

Ku pohon kemaafan drpd Tuhan-ku.. Ampunkn ak Ya Allah krana slama ni ak lalai dlm mnjlnkan tggjwbku sbgi khalifah di muka bumi ini.. xterkira byk ye dosa ku.. Selayaknya ak di neraka mu.Tp, Ya Allah,,, Kau la Tuhan Yang Maha Pengampun.. Ku pohon keampunanmu... Ku pohon kasih sayang dan belas ksihan mu... Ak xsggup utk brada walau sejengkal dgn api neraka Mu. Ya Allah.. Ampunkn ak.....

Ak mnangis lg.. 

Maafkan Aku..

Kpd kasihku, maafkan ak.. Xtau perkataan terbaik utk mu ketika ini.. Melainkn...
Maafkan Aku...  Jgn lemah. Ak tau kau kuat. Kau pasti mampu menempuh khdupan ini dgn lbey baik tnpa diriku.. Percaya lah. Sesungguhnya Allah sedang mnguji org2 yg sabar sprtimu..

Saat ini,
Tiada yg lbey baik slen Istighfar.. 

Astaghfirullahalazim...

Moga2 Allah memberikn kekuatan kpd ku dlm mnempuh khdupan yg srba mncabar. Takbir.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

we r what we want to be~~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Utk pertama kali rasa nk guna 'label' utk post ni. every1 has their ups n down. N skang ni, mmg tgh trasa down. mayb sbab PMS, mayb sbab stres, or mayb sbab pnat. Ntah la.. Xpe la. walau apa pn, sy bersyukur. Ya Allah, sy bsyukur dgn stiap pmberian-Mu. Jgn la Kau menarik nkmat-Mu itu dri hmba-Mu yg lemah ini. alhamdulillah, pd ketika ini, di dorong perasaan utk meluahkn dlm blog ni.. drpd, xkeruan xtntu hala, tbring dgn resah. Mgkin ini adlh yg terbaik. Meluahkn dan cuba mncari pnyelesaian terbaik..

Jadikan hari ini lbey baik drpd smlm, dan hari esok adlh lbey baik drpd hari ni.

Mcm mana? Sbab tu la kna mrancang. an idiom says, people who failed to plan, plan to failed. So?? I need to admit. mayb sbab tu la i felt dis unease feeling rite now.. Allah, sdey ye rsa..... gelisah la hti ni.... xtenang.... minda celaru... fikiran xfokus.... Apakah ini?.

After iftar, balik bilik, solat isya' dan tarawikh. Then, mle menaip slama hmpir sejam utk snarai nama cmpus Buddies. Dan lg sejam+lbey2 ni,, bcelaru fikiran.. Mula la nk bca blog org.. Time tu, rsa cm best sgt bca... Blog myra.. blog fauzan... Then, rsa jeles... Rsa kagum....

Kagum kt fauzan.. coz he kept saying how much he bcame happier day by dy.. Time tu ak terpk. Im suppose to have those nice feeling too.. I dserved too. n im used to b epi. Tp,skang ni dh jd xepi.. Im wondering why,?. N, now. Hm. tau kot sbab pe.. TERLALU DEMAND+BERKIRA.. Hm.xpe la.nk g toilet.later on, smbung lg..



Friday, August 20, 2010

Iftar FSCC- (^.^)

Assalamualaikum.. Alhamdulillah.. Buat kali pertama yer, mkn satu dulang beramai2.. sebab ye, td ad iftar bsma member2 FSCC CFS IIUM PJ 2010/2011. alhamdulillah, so far so good.. sume2 ok2,frenli.. Alhamdulillah..

Bkmpul 6.30ptg, then bc matsurat.. uat taaruf sikit.. xsdar cpat msa berlalu.. dh azan...mle2 mkn kurma n minum air, aftr solat mgrib bru la mkn sme2..

Menu : nasi tomato, aym msak merah, kuah dhal? (ntah la.hehe)+kuih karipap

Minuman : Air sarsi+Alhmdulillah.. ad org sponsor air 100+ =)


Huhu.. time mkn cm trasa sdey sketika. Algkah bestye klu dpt iftar ngn eby+qila+aimi+kwn2 yg tsyg... Mkn suap2.. best ye.. ='(

Pastu, diorg bg briefing.. Psl trip ke Rumah Solehah, kanak2 HIV.. Ak dpt 1 grup dgn Lukman n Amalina. Bdk tu plak umur 8thn, n nme dia.. oops.unik. Insya-Allah, klu bksempatan,, ak nk citer dlm ni.. =)


p/s : Nk join aktiviti2 ni malas,, tp ble dh join. epi+ok sgt!! Hm.. Allah, gv me strength. Alamak.rugi yer xamik gmbr.hishh.. =)

Happy Birthday Syaza!!

Salam.. Kali ni,nk uat 1 post khas utk rumate tsyg..

Siti Syaza Amirah


Well, dah 18 thn.. Tp mseh kcil (mksdkn figure bdn ye.) Hehe.. Jahat gle zati.. xbek2.. Dhla tgh dlm bln Ramadhan... eiyt, syaza. gurau je.. Kcik2 pn cumey.. Lgpn, bak kte pepatah. Kcil2 cili padi =)

Hm, td kn time ngn niesa mcm cuak gle. Ble dh tau bsdy dia,tp blur.. Ya Allah.. Nk uat suprise pe nih?.. Ktorg dh ngoi2 dh. Pastu, kbetulan mmg tgh guna publisher utk asgnment bi, trus tkar template besday.. hehe. Tbe2 pintu bunyi.Huish. Cmne3??... Last2,ktorg just biarkn dia bngang. Pintu xbuka..haha. Then, bru la nk download kt youtube-lgu bsdy cumey2.. Then, edit lg kad tu. Tmbh gmbr rumate ber4, then.. Last but not least! amik n tabur bedak niesa. hehe.. Syaza buchuk! hehe...

Nway, To : Siti Syaza Amirah

- hepi bsday
- smoga dipermdahkan segala urusan
- dimurahkan rezki
- mndpt pe yg dhajati
- frens 4eva =)


p/s : Teringat time smbut bsdy 10 Mac 2009. Thnks to 511.. Especiali Aqilah Bt Abdul Aziz,, my vry bestfren.. Thnks sgt2... Itu smbutan bsdy trbek dri kwn2... Huhu... Rindu korg!! Rindu sgt........

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Hari Ulgbln 21

Alhamdulillah.. Hari ni, 18 ogos 2010. Genap 21 bln, relationship between ak ngn yg tsyg.. hehe



Amir Ridwan - Nur Izzati Aisyah

Cewah.. bru 21 bln.. over je?. Ntah la.. its up to sape2 yg bca. But as for me, epi.
N btmbh epi, ble td Amir kol n dia ckp.. (lbey krg cmni la mksdye)

" Em,epi yer amir.. Sbab dh 21bln tp prasaan ni msih hangat.Rsa cm bru smlm kte knal. In fact, btmbah2 hangat.."

Huaah... bhgia ni.. hehe. Hrap2 sgt hbgn ni berkekalan.. Hm,to those yg igt ktorg men2?!?? Nope. We're not. Insya-Allah, pnjang umur.. Jodoh msih pnjg.. Akan kmi tetap bsme.. Btul x Amir??..... =)

Ibu,ayah..

Thnks sebab xhalang hbgn ni. Atie akn stdy hard.. Balas jasa ibu ayah, n blnja mcm2. Hehe.. kita sume happy... Yeayy... Lets spread our happiness.. =)


p/s : sumtimes ak leka.. kerap msg, kerap tdo jua.tp xkerap stdy.. Ya Allah,, give me strength... Ak nk berubah.....

im 'home'

Salam.. Alhamdulillah, msih bnafas.. (wpn sjak kblkgn ni rsa cm lelah).. =o
Hm,sje je uat entry im 'home'.. Home yg dimksudkn bukan,, blk umah@kg.. Tp, kt blog ni. hehe.. Lme gler x update. mmg xde masa.Malas nk on laptop. N even ad msa pn, as usual.. Prefer sgt2 la utk tdo.. Astaghfirullahalazim.. Ubah3.....

akceli, bru sudah siap edit asignment Bi.. Ktorg Level 6, kna uat newspaper.. cerewet gk la nk uat, coz xnk bg nmpk cm magazine.. T'igt plak kt clasmate ak, Alep and d gang. Cian gler... dpt salah info.. sudah2 lesap rm30 coz diorg dh print colour siap2.. Its good. Smangat nk produce d best newspaper for our own sake gk.tp,at last jd MASALAH sebabyer,, salah.. n krg sesuai.. Xtau la cmne nsib diorg.

Ok2.. back to story.. Ble edit2 tu, ad uat sikit pasal ramadhan.. N its quite interesting.. so,ak nk paste sikit kt sini =)

Ramadhan is a very important part of every Muslim’s life. Ramadhan is the month of giving and mercy, and during this month Allah blesses the believers with forgiveness and great reward. This is a time to stop and contemplate, to look inwards and out, it is a time to set our goals. We should ask ourselves what we want to achieve this month, - something we will carry into our futures.

Achievement is accomplished by change. ‘How’ and ‘what’ we change are as important to consider as ‘when’ we change. Ramadhan gives us a huge opportunity to improve ourselves and gain rewards for our actions. Just consider how precious time is. Our time when used well can gain us much reward, but when wasted we lose something of unimaginable value. Therefore, whoever is merciful and giving in Ramadhan, Allah will be even more Merciful and Giving towards them and will bestow upon them countless bounties and blessings.

There are many actions we can take during the month of Ramadhan which will benefit us immensely. One of these would be to take Sahoor (the pre-dawn meal) as there is great benefit in it. The greatest blessing of Sahoor may be that Allah engulfs those who partake in it with His Forgiveness, showers His Mercy on them, while His angels ask of Him to forgive and pardon them.



p/s : Jom la kte sme2 berubah utk mnjd lebih baik hari ni drpd smlm. N sok yg lbey baik dr hari ni.. =)