Saturday, August 21, 2010

we r what we want to be~~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Utk pertama kali rasa nk guna 'label' utk post ni. every1 has their ups n down. N skang ni, mmg tgh trasa down. mayb sbab PMS, mayb sbab stres, or mayb sbab pnat. Ntah la.. Xpe la. walau apa pn, sy bersyukur. Ya Allah, sy bsyukur dgn stiap pmberian-Mu. Jgn la Kau menarik nkmat-Mu itu dri hmba-Mu yg lemah ini. alhamdulillah, pd ketika ini, di dorong perasaan utk meluahkn dlm blog ni.. drpd, xkeruan xtntu hala, tbring dgn resah. Mgkin ini adlh yg terbaik. Meluahkn dan cuba mncari pnyelesaian terbaik..

Jadikan hari ini lbey baik drpd smlm, dan hari esok adlh lbey baik drpd hari ni.

Mcm mana? Sbab tu la kna mrancang. an idiom says, people who failed to plan, plan to failed. So?? I need to admit. mayb sbab tu la i felt dis unease feeling rite now.. Allah, sdey ye rsa..... gelisah la hti ni.... xtenang.... minda celaru... fikiran xfokus.... Apakah ini?.

After iftar, balik bilik, solat isya' dan tarawikh. Then, mle menaip slama hmpir sejam utk snarai nama cmpus Buddies. Dan lg sejam+lbey2 ni,, bcelaru fikiran.. Mula la nk bca blog org.. Time tu, rsa cm best sgt bca... Blog myra.. blog fauzan... Then, rsa jeles... Rsa kagum....

Kagum kt fauzan.. coz he kept saying how much he bcame happier day by dy.. Time tu ak terpk. Im suppose to have those nice feeling too.. I dserved too. n im used to b epi. Tp,skang ni dh jd xepi.. Im wondering why,?. N, now. Hm. tau kot sbab pe.. TERLALU DEMAND+BERKIRA.. Hm.xpe la.nk g toilet.later on, smbung lg..



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