Saturday, March 31, 2012

game plan : the fresh start

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum :)

Kt umah.. Seronok gilaa. Mkn, minum, tdo. sume pun TERLEBIH cukup. haha.
Bkn tu je, emm.. kasih syg pun sama. romance pun sme. ehem2. hahaa.. *cm bongek kan?

Orait, my fresh start.

After briefing Pmacy, kbtulan sorg2 dlm bilik. sgguh2 nangis. Sbb rsa cm tachingg gle.. tachingg ble pk probability xdpt Denti. Competition.. nges sungguh.. Well, actuali. bcmpur baur. ad reason lain la.. But , trus discuss dgn Dia. Minta ketenangan dri Nya.. Rsa lega. Rsa nk cuba gak utk Denti..

Before balik umah, dh pk psl nk further denti or stay pmcy. tp still minta opinion kwn2. yela, ne nak tau Allah ad turunkn ilham melalui diorg ke?..
Thnks rumate.. Qila, Eby, pokjat, Kak Najwa.. even, kwn kpd kwn2.. classmate..
xlupa jugak Amir ridwan mok2.. 

then, ikut la pesanan bro Fadhil, bincang dlu ngn family.. Personally, in evrythng matter with my study, rsa nya jarang sgt minta opinion from my family, parents. nope. coz i know. they always leave it to me. depends on me. HAHA. but still, cter je la. n, xsgka, positif responnya. 

positif. Mak ak, sgguh2 nk tau. smpai kerut2 dahi nya bila ak kata xdpt, kena cmpak nursing or biosc.. siap kompelin2 sgala bagai. seronok plak. HAHA. adik2 ak plak suh stay pmacy. yela, diorg pun tau. kakak diorg yg perengus ni mmg xlayak la kn jd nurse? Ya Allah. minta dijauhkan..

Then. this is it.

My fresh start.

Struggling for this one-month for final paper early May.

Will take this as a trial test attitude, klu mampu konsisten, then insya-Allah.

N, ill just strive for it. Allah dh tetapkn semuanya di Luh Mahfuz. dan usaha kita yg penting skang ni. Terigt janji Allah dlm Quran. " Allah xkn mghampakan hambaNya yg meminta dan berusaha" - ( ni translation bukan ayat direct diambil dri Quran tau.)  N apa pun, keputusanNya, ak redha. Sbb setiap kejadian ad hikmahnya.

As for now, Doa. Effort. Tawakkal.

And I will leave the rest to Allah

** huahhh.. rasa nk nanges uat entry ni**


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