Saturday, July 7, 2012

Menulis dengan jujur

Bismillah..


Smlm ad baca entry kt blog pokjat. and sedar. yela kn? Ni la hidup.
Proses pembelajaran. Alah, kalau nk sebut semua pepatah tu, takpayah la... Hidup mcm roda la, hidup ni tu la, ni laa~

Insya-Allah, sikit demi sikit aku belajar.
Tapi jgn expect tinggi. Sebab ak sgt jujur dgn perasaan. Sebab tu, klu refer entry2 sebelum ni, msti byk psl perasaan, emosi~  Ak tak kisah apa korg nak pk. Sikit pun tak kisah. Yang ak tau, ak menulis dgn jujur.

Kdg2 ak rsa, stop it la zati. Matang la sikit.. Jangan la penuhkan entry2 ko, post2 kt blog ko ni dgn perasaan ko. Org bosan la. TAPI. kenapa ak nk kesah? kenapa ak kena pk psl org lain?
Dan bukankah tujuan ak uat blog ni utk diri ak sndiri?
Utk peace diri sendiri..? Sbb kn ak dh discover yg ak ni jenis bila smbil tulis, bru dpt idea~
Kan..?

Jadi, ak akan stay and improve. tp mainly. I will just be myself.

- tend to dream with my eyes open :D
- must fight hard for stability, to deal with my negativity of laziness, carelessness and emotional confusion..
- constantly fight with myself and what is seem to be logical..
- move at my own pace and my time
- emotional rather than rational
- when im happy, im extremely happy and when im sad, extremely sad

byk lagi kot~ tp ni la ak.
Ak tak kisah klu org lain tak fhn, tp klu ko pun tak faham2. Malas dh nk ckp ap..


Kesudahannya, ni yg terbaik ! Serius <3





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