Bismillah.
Alhamdulillah. smlm, bru sudah camping kt Tg Piai, Johor. Seronok. :)
Skang ni, sorg2 kt bilik. Rumate yg lain balik smpena CNY.
Lme sgt dh nk tulis entry. sebelum msuk UIA lg nk tulis. tp keep holding until right now. Rsa cm nk tulis gk. korg, jgn salah fhm. Ak tulis entry ni bkn nk bgtau yg ak xbersyukur, yg ak marah dgn pyakit yg tiba.. or ap2 jua negative thoughgts yg lain. Ak tulis sbb ak tau ad org yg concern n nk tau tntg tahap kshtn ak skang :') n for those yg rsa dia xdpt nk ber-husnuzon ble baca. Sila blah okay?
dlu time main utk IPTIM. tgn ak injured. ye, sape2 yg baca entry2 sebelum ni, msti tau. xpun.. teamates ak.. ble trigt balek, kelakar la. bley plak nges dpn coach? seriusli. bkn nk minta dmnjakn or ap. cme time tu x tertahan.. game dh nk dkat, tp ak injured. frust abes la kn klu xdpt main?. tgn injured. n smpai skang ak xuat lg medical check up. sebab ak rsa, bnda normal la kn? cm bngkak je.. tgn xley lurus je time tuu. n ble pkai elastic bndage, okay..
tu dlu, pghujung bln 10 rsa ye. tp skang, dh pghujung bln 1. tgk ak still sakit lg :'l n ad certain motions yg xley uat. sbb tgn kiri ak akan jd sgt sakit.. huhu.
bkn tgn je.. sjak kblkgn ni.. maybe awal bln 1 la.. jari2 kiri ak slalu cm sakit. usuali jari hantu. kdg2 xley bngkok. n skang jari kanan plak.. ak takut sbnrye.. knape ea? even smpai skang, xley gnggam kedua2 belah tgn. :'( Takutt. ak ni ad pyakit ap ea?? Tp rsa ye.. injury dlu tu je. tp jari kanan skali...
Ad skali tu. bgun2 je, tgn sakit yg teramat. smpai ter-nanges sbb xley gerak.. pas subuh. cuba stdy.tp nk pegang pen pn sakit.. last2 naik atas katil. nges2 tertdo...
Ak bersyukur sbnrye, bila ak sakit. Kn bila kte bersabar dgn ksakitan ni, ibarat kafarah dosa.. Allah menguji. Ak bersyukur. tp mkin lama.. Ak jd xtahan. sakit.. nk jmpa doc. tp ap je yg diorg ckp? sapu la minyak gamat. hekk. :(
n tonight, lonely lingers on me. n sms qiela. Thank u Allah. shes a good fren. Ak xreply sms dia. sbb ak nges. tp dia berterusan sms. n ak brsyukur.. dpt kwn cm dia..
em. Maaf la. entry kali ni sedikit emosi. Igtkn nk khabarkn pglmn di Tg Piai. Esok lusa je la ye. Sesiapa yg mmbaca. Doakan kesihatan sy. amin :')
Allah. berilah ak kesabaran yg tiada batasye..
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