Tuesday, June 19, 2012

He is single(.)

Bismillah.
Assalamualaikum..

Syukur, sekarang ni dlm keadaan terkawal. Mungkin berkat solat jemaah selepas berbuka sama2 tadi. alhamdulillah. best ada akak DQ (Darul Quran; diorg dah hafal satu Quran) sbb dia imamkan td. heee. 

Ok la, psl relationship kita. kenapa?

Kalau betul nak single, bg tau la. sbb relationship ni kan antara kita. dua org. nape nak biar orang lain yg tau dulu sblm empunya bdn.. Awak ni relationship ngn sy ke ngn diorg?
Penting lg la diorg tu drpd sy..? mcm tu ke?

Haishh. Bukan kali pertama ni..

Betul ke nak single?? Maksudnya nak putuskan hubungan ni..?
Ye la kot.. Hari ulgbln kita pun dh tak nak wish. mungkin dh tak bermakna bg awk..
Kalau smlm, 18hb. genap la 43 bulan kita bersama. bukan baru 43 hari. tp 43 bulan. Lebih dah drpd 1200 hari.

Takpe. Kalau betul nak pergi. Pergi la. sy faham. 
yela, Life is too short to stress out your life with people who doesnt deserve for u. 
cukup la hampir 4tahun ni, drpd nk terus buang masa masing2..

Seriously, If you want to go. Contact me, FB ke msg ke, and i'll let you go. But, that will be the very end of us. Dont you ever dare to think to find me back after you have done with your studies. Never will i accept you back. Dan kalau betul la jodoh ke apa.
Ntah la. *sakit sangat nnti. tak rsa mampu*


Tapi, kalau rsa tak. Kalau alasan tukar relationship tu sbb terasa dgn entry2 sy. Terasa yg sy marah2 dan tak perlukan awk lagi. kalau tukar sbb awk assume sy yg taknak dgn awk. atau ap je la fikiran songsang yg ada, dan awk nyesal dgn apa yg awk buat sbb awk masih perlukan sy..

Apa lagi, mcm biasa la.

Minta maaf. Explain.

Jgn fikir sbb sy tak contact, sy ignored awk. Mmg sy dah marah. tapi mcm mana sy nak benci? Takkan la masih tak tau betapa hot-temper nya sy ni? Lagipun, kn awk tu nk exam. Sy dah tak nak bebankn awk. Nak awk tu fokus. Lagipun, marah2 time tu je.. Hm.

Rasanya, ni effort terakhir yg sy akan buat. sbb kita dua2 pun nak masing2 yg start dlu?
Ive done my part. Now, its your time. Kalau takde apa2, okay.



Last but not least.


One of the hardest decisions you’ll ever face in life is choosing 

whether to walk away or try harder.

If you really want to go, go.
But if you want to stay, stay.

Apa pun, sy redha.

Tapi selamanya, kita tamat jika pergi tu pilihan awk.




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